就讓我以為你知道吧

春去秋來　你的天空　在我預料中　變得很闊很大
看見你那片蔚藍
我小心翼翼地　把那卜卜跳的　心臟　從冰箱裏取出

夜闌人靜　我總愛在黑暗中　查看
唯恐　它會凍壞

知道嗎
每當冰箱的燈　亮起
我就被嚇倒
我驚訝於自己對這偷偷摸摸的習慣的戀棧

你讓我看見自己　最寒傖的一面

密碼沒變
因為我害怕　害怕忘記
儘管銀行給我　三次機會
每當我一再輸入那堆　數字
我依舊是　戰戰兢兢那模樣
指頭　仍會　不自覺的顫動
願有一天　你會在那片蔚藍下　教我如何不再蒼徨失措

20090525

What if People Had Buttons...?

What if people had BUTTONS
And I could CONTROL them
Or Programme them
To behave how I wanted?

Wake up - GAME START
SELECT MODE:

HAPPY for Mum
(She spends SO much time in GRUMPY mode)

HELPFUL for Dad
(It's about time he cleaned my bedroom)

CONTENTED for brothers and sisters
(That'll get them off my back) -
and for me?
What shall I be today?
LAZY (It's Sunday).
Tomorrow?
CLEVER (It's school).
The next day?
AGREEABLE (I need the pocket money!)
How much EASIER life would be -
Depending on who's pressing the buttons, of course!

- Joanna Hind